just a thought.....

just when you thought you were doing so great moving on.....

just when you thought you love someone a little less than before....

just when you don't miss someone as much nor think about someone every minute of the day....

just when you thought you're finally over someone & you're finally ok....

there will be a time when you will just remember that someone & miss that person so much & all those beautiful memories you shared will come running back in your mind.

you'll then think what could that person be doing at that moment; or if that person even thinks about you from time to time, or when that person sees something that reminds of you; or if that person even misses you, just a tiny little bit....

and then you're back to square one.

there are times when you know you deserve so much better or that person isn't worth it....

but there will also be times when you only want that one person & no one else.....

but you also know that these are the times when you just have to get up & get moving again, when you just have to start all over again because you know that it's just one of those days.

back from hiatus

hello world! lol

i'm back from my mini-hiatus. as if anyone cared. hahahaha

anyway, been a busy weekend.

taken before leaving last jan 31st

taken at Hoops last Jan 31st

watched the UFC fight with my girls @ Hoops in Downtown Toronto

taken when i got home last jan 31st. camwhore ever!

this pic has been edited :)

with my niece, jhilliane, at the airport when i picked them up

with my nephew/godson, john, at home

i missed them all! they just got back from pinas, my 2 bebe's & my mom & sister

this is what i'm currently reading at the moment. i have 2 more books lined up & 1 more book to arrive. i love this book, i can't put it down :) i've been meaning to read it for the longest time & just never got the chance until now. after this book, i'll be reading "something blue" & then "angels & demons". i'm waiting for my book "he's just not that into you" to arrive. weeeeee.

have a great day!

until then

time flies, but that's good.

this coming saturday, it'll be a month since the last time i saw him, the last time i talked to him, the last time i hugged him, the last time i was with him, the last time we kissed.

in just a snap of a finger, my world turned upside down.

one moment i was blissfully happy, next thing you know, my heart was broken to pieces.

we really never know what to expect in life, but i have no regrets.

i've already given up on any hope that we'd talk again. maybe if we see each other somewhere, which is very unlikely. but i'm not expecting anything from him anymore.

i'm slowly moving on, i'm getting up, one step at a time, trying to live my life again, just like before, WITHOUT HIM.

i miss him, every freaking single day. i think about him, all the freaking time. but i'm getting there, i'm getting to that point of moving on, to the point of getting over him, very slowly. i know it'll take some time, i know the pain will heal eventually, i know one day, i can finally say "i'm completely ok".

i know someday, someone else will sweep me off my feet again, someone will come along to make me fall in love again.

until that time, i'll just have to hang in there & live my life.

damn

i miss YOU so much, it HURTS

some quotes

"Things in life move with twists and turns and they happen with valid reasons. So if you doubt why something happens to you, stick to this: “We can never learn to be brave and strong if the only thing in this world is happiness.”"

"God will either give you what you ask or something far better than what you wished."

A strong person is not the one who doesn't cry. A strong person is the one who knows how to be quiet and shed a tear for a moment and then picks up his sword and fight again.

Sometimes, God breaks our spirit to save our soul. He breaks our heart to make us whole. He sends us pain so we can be stronger. Sometimes, He sends us failure so we can be humble. He takes everything away from us so we can learn the value of everything we have.

Smile even when loneliness is tearing you apart, laugh even when all you wanted is to cry, encourage even when you yourself need it...remember that you live not only for yourself but for others as well.

LEARN to trust the perfect time so that we may discover that all the pain found in waiting has a magnificent and awesome purpose. And when that time comes, it will all be worth it, and then we’ll forget that we ever waited.

When something is over, it can never start again. When it’s broken, you can never out back the pieces…life is not the way you want it to be, when you know that someone is hurting you so much, just stop! We know that it hurts a lot, but you must learn to let go. Don’t’ push yourself too hard, ‘coz we all know that in every ending, there’s such a thing that we call…beginning.

Life has it’s best, pains, failure and everything but it is natural. It’s God’s way to teach us how to make one step higher after we fall.

Be strong, remember not everything has a happy ending and ending doesn’t mean stop. It’s just a way of telling us that there is a new beginning ahead of us. You should always be ready for the unpredictable. Expect the unexpected. It’s easy to fall but hard to get up. But once you are up and back on track, you will be a better person. That’s the way of life. You don’t just live it, you learn from it.

“Sometimes no matter how much you miss someone it’s still wiser not to have that person…back again.”

Love is not always a fairytale. There are people who give so much love to those who don’t love them back. There are some people who feel so loved and find out in the end they are fooled. There are some who’s into mutual love but can’t call as there partner as their own ‘coz someone already holds the title. There are some who gave so much love but the others won’t believe ‘coz they always consider your past. There are some who received so much love but can’t seem to move on from the previous relationship or the others just want to play game and choose their playmate.

Sometimes it’s easier to let the one you love to go not know the real reason, because it would surely hurt more when you find it unreasonable.

thankful

i just wanna thank everyone for the greetings, texts, calls, messages, emails, friendster testimonials, multiply posts, multiply greetings, facebook wall posts!

sorry sa mga nagtext sa smart ko, i didn't get any of them :( nde na ata nagwowork eh. huhuhuhu. sorry nasayangan pa kayo ng text, nde ko nman nakuha. pero thank you tlaga!

i really appreciate all the greetings & wishes. i feel so loved :)

thank you thank you thank you!

labyu all!

thank god i met all of you :)